Queen D

Dear God

Give me the strength to always face a day with a smile. The strength to endure pain, suffering, heartbreak, misery, and disappointment quietly and with a lot of dignity. The strength to accept harsh reality. The strength to believe that Your plans are better than mine. The strength to love people in a sincere way, even when I can’t be with them or is not destined to be with them. The strength to love myself as I am; imperfect hair, body with flabs and cellulite, petite frame, etc.

I just want to be a kind, gentle person. The kind of person that is warm and comfortable to be around with. I want to do more good things with my life and help as much people as I can possibly do. To be closer to You. To be grateful for all blessings even when they’re in disguise.

Amen.

Sep 13
Sep 11

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"I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted."

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Unknown (via h0lycake)

this is very important

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Indeed.

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Sep 11
I love Andreea
Sep 11

I love Andreea

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It’s midnight and I can’t sleep. I have work in the morning and all I can feel right now is my heart beats so fast, it almost hurt. I’m not being dramatic.

So many things burst in my head, I can’t help but feeling anxious. Suddenly my mind is filled with a lot of negative things and every time I try to close my eyes, I feel like I can’t breathe.

What’s happening to me? Why am I being like this?

Sep 9
Honey, I Can’t Sleep
Sep 8

phwoa:

 

Blissful time.

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From the last page of my journal.
Sep 3

From the last page of my journal.

"I am a selfish, cold, sometimes manipulative person. In a plain and simple phrase; you deserve to be with someone better. That’s not me being nice, that’s just the fact."

Sep 2

Dreaming of the past. Who am I now actually?

Sep 1

"Just let it be. You may as well. Everything moves in and out at its own time. You have no control. You never did, you never will."

- Byron Katie (via lostgal49)

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Sep 1